When you understand that the glass is already broken, you appreciate every moment you have with it.
I feel like I’m in a weird headspace. Every time I come onto the computer it takes me less than five minutes to find/read/see something that makes me want to snap my laptop in half. I’m getting frustrated so easily and I don’t know why; I’m normally patient and totally non-confrontational/”it’s like whatever man”. There just seems to be so many things that poke and poke and poke and piss me off to no end. Tumblr-wise I just need to do some selective unfollowing and spend less time on here. (Thanks to all of you who stick around) Life-wise, I don’t know what to do. I keep worrying about what to do after I graduate, where I want to go, when I want to settle down. Metro-boulot-dodo, that whole disenchanted story.
I’m still totally in love with the man of my dreams, I have an absolutely wicked job that pays really well, I love my courses this semester so far, and I have a truly phenomenal family. No reason to complain, right? But it feels like something is just a little… off? I feel like I’m not me, like I’m not being the me that I know. Hopefully that part of me hasn’t changed because I’ve finally gotten used to this self I’ve created. Anyways, Existential Crisis 2012 should be a hilariously depressing time for us all, so I’ll just stick to reblogging photos of penguins and posting quips from my day. See y’all on the flip side.
